Okay today I finally upgraded to Windows 10. Everything looked fine and cool , then I suddenly decided to draw.
I open SAI - and ..... actually it didn't open at all. It did not worked !!!! 
Then I've stubled upon this article here:
http://itsjustbeek.tumblr.com/post/125645677632/how-to-get-sai-working-on-windows-10

Now it works...

So guys - like I use to say - I'm not WP wise, yet I'm using Word Press on my page. Why - it's Open Source, Free and basically you can do everything by yourself - the bad news is that you can mess up your site on your own.
If you're a money man and got more than $20 bucks in your pocket you can buy some neat / and affordable plugins / that can make the experiencing on your site more ... acceptable. Yet it won't harm if you check for free alternatives - you just need to check that around.

Now I'm not here to advertise the usage of Word Press - but to remind mostly to myself what I was doing the past 2-3  days.

Since I'm pulling the content from members area and showing it for free - and through the process I'm getting new ideas like : I need to show this here, or there - I'm installing numerous of plugins that allows me doing that. 
At first I was not able to upload Swf files - and the message was : for security reasons. Bullshit ! I've started to read articles about this and found the solution - adding a code to include this into the "allowed" by WP.
Then I found out that I actually cannot upload even .jpg and gif. WHAT ?! The same thing - again - so I found  plugin about that issue though. 
Then after all has been done I stumbled upon the next issue : Jetpack problem - I couldn't connect to it. 
Advices:
Connect to the support / who's dead and non responsive - and ask them to help you out. Amerinoc - that's the hosting provider - so guys - keep that in mind as I already do. I'll definitely think of changing it with someone else.
And then look for solution by yourself : 
http://edbinx.com/2015/08/02/solve-jetpack-site-inaccessible-403-error-xmlrpc-php-wordpress/

I know this may sound boring - and to me it is - so here's my latest drawing / made recently, not pulled from the archive/ - on :
http://pictures.hentai-foundry.com/m/mavruda/422659/mavruda-422659-Beasting_Around.jpg

I got message that really confused me. Some of you was concerned that I'm gonna put an end to myself.
I must say - I love the life too much. I'm devastated by loss of the site I spent a lot efforts into, but that won't be the reason to kill myself...  Do not worry - /if you are worried / - I'm a fighter - I don't give up that easily - I'm just getting up and finding another solution. The solution in my case was to show it's stuff for free - that will show the people around that I'm not lazy - and I'm a hard worker. 

Also if I should decide to kill myself I won't send a wide message to the world  - I'm gonna do it and no one would ever find out or will care. However I'm not a suicider - and hopefully I will never be.
I have my tough moments who are more and more, but guys - check out Nepal - there are people out there living after devastating earthquacke. See the people in Japan - same. See the refugies from Siria and other countries who runs from being killed for real ! Who's better ? Me or they ?!

I'm drawing fucking porn - and those guys are starving - with lost limbs , nerves - with no clear idea about their future!
I may get 1000s of fans on patreon and start earning enough to live a decent life - and then would you be pitting me ?

I need not pity, Ladies and Gentlemen !

I may sound frustrated - and sorry if my previous post about mydirtydrawings sounded desperate. 
In fact I was angry. I'm still walking tall and fuck- I wanna live - I gotta family who are counting on me.

I got two lovely kids, loving wife - and I'm too selfish to take away this life from me - because I need them - they are charging me - like a battery. My parents found out recently that I draw tits - and they decided to support me.  My wife supports me and she's very criticle about my drawings.

How can I leave a life like this and quit so easily by killing myself ?  Fight , fight - to the death - and I'm not be the one who will lose.

See you at picarto ! :-)

Davis

Guys - to those who care and want to know what happened in there. My site was ripped - and it's stuff can be seen around the file locker sites. Some people are even selling my stuff outside. I cannnot do a thing to stop it or forbid it... 
That's why I decided to make mydirtydrawings a free-to-see page. Those who want and are curious can come and check my stuff at : www.mydirtydrawings.com - I'm pulling out the content from the members area and putting it on the free page for everyone to see it. I'm not ashamed - otherwise I wouldn't show those - I'm presenting it for free  instead of trying to fill small holes in that already sunken ship.

Most of the content is fetish - drawn by request or ideas of some of my ex-members. 
So far I was giving the membership as bonus to my patrons who pledge $25.
With no site shown - I had to remove that option. It was strange that those guys didn't wanted to get in - because they were thinking the content inside is the same I'm showing on patreon. With site not paysite anymore I had to remove that option. So those who want to support me can pledge on my patreon : 

$1 - and will watch all the stuff there.
$10 - the same - but they have the option to get requests when request thread is open / 

I will open $5 to those who want to support me and mydirtydrawings so I will proceed drawing random shit like the ones you will see.

There is more things that are cooking right now and there will be higher reward options that will be open, but until then - this is what it is.

The site is free-to-see now - and I haven't  almost anything else - so any kind of support would be appreciated.
The stuff I present on the patreon however differs from mydirtydrawings - so those who decide to support me will be able to see what I do in there too.

Basically -
1. patreon - I draw Marvel, DC  and other popular character - and I do requests for patrons.
2. mydirtydrawings - fetish stuff /watersports, milf, moms and shit like that.


I feel somehow destroyed - and all my efforts went to the ground, however I believe it's the best decision to show everything outside/with some small exceptions - there are some commissions and drawings I made and who are part of other membership sites - and their owner gave me permission to present them on my page as well. So those are "locked" inside patreon - 


 

About the page - mydirtydrawings was my sketch book, my learning pad and place to develop something - it's not an art style - but a way to speak with the people and communicate. 

You will be able to see some of my old stuff that looks odd, distorted and disproportional - stuff that are not by your liking probably - again most of the things were made for members and people who wanted to share their secrets with someone. And that one was me . Since 2011 I was drawing and still drawing almost every day. You know practice makes better.

Back in 2012 - just because I was having members on the site - I was confident and I was thinking that "I can draw, I'm fucking good" - just because several people told me they are happy with what they see...
Then I came here - at New Grounds . And people told me the ugly true. My style sucks. Then I started to read books, watch videos for anatomy lessons. And found that I know nothing. And yes - I KNOW my "art"  is not top notch.
Don't get me wrong : I'm not whiping or trying to punish myself.  I'm not humble or humbled. I can see myself clear - I don't refer my drawings as art - or at least not the "serious" way. 
 

It will take some time until I move all the stuff from mydirtydrawings to it's free location. 
Sadly I'm not very familiar with WordPress and I wanted to make some changes on the design.
The only way I can pay  someone to help me do that - at this current moment is only with.... art.

Ladies and Gents, 
 

www.mydirtydrawings.com

Yours, Sincerely -
Mavis Rooder 

Today I signed the form to cancel the services of my payment processor - CCbill. My site - mydirtydrawings.com - was not successful - due to the many things that happened to it : hacked, blocked, stolen, mirrored. Some went in and posted their own shit  inside. This along with the hand surgery, the major withdrawal of members - leaving not to return - losing the regular job I was having - all of this - made me see no reason to continue working on the updates of mydirtydrawings.com - as before.
I've taken down the secondary domain I had in 2014 for the same reasons. 
That was the reason to start patreon.
The content inside includes stuff from 2012 - let's say I was learning how to draw inside. I'm not ashamed or having any regrets of doing what I have in there. However desperate times requires desperate measures.

I will be needing sometime to organize the stuff in there.

Hey guys. Those who are intersted of watching me draw or do my thing - can check what I do at:
https://picarto.tv/mydirtydrawings

I have no specific schedule right now - but probably will create one in further terms !
See you there, gators !

You have seen Afro Samurai I suppose - featuring the voice of Sam L. Jackson. Well... that's where the "inspiration" came from. That was made like a year ago, but for some reasons I lost interest on developing the character and idea. What I do ? I'm beating the dust of it - a little bit. Giving it away to see how this should be accepted.

And yes - It's totally NSFW , contains futanary/or dick girl/, some violence and unjustified sex with helpless female.
I believe that putting " The End" to it's end - is the only thing that makes sense , but still.

http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=56403471

Guys - I'm not a good flash animator and I know that. Also I KNOW that I'm not the best artist - Originally I was graphic and web designer but since I "survived" several break downs - with health and job issues - I decided to go "easy"on myself - and quit designing and work in terms , stress and non-paying clients. I haven't been animating for more than 4 years when I made a similar animation for my paysite but with less sexy character - older asian lady - based on real person for one of my loyal members on the site. Site is still funcitoning by the way. However I am more active on www.patreon.com/mavis

Now back to animation and everything that I would do : with almost eveything I do - I'm trying to "tell a story". 
Sex, fighting - etc. I'm always trying to seek the humor in it - that's my style. If you wish to have something that would arrouse you - well I would probably be able to depict it - yet - my preferences are with the bright side of the life  and the funny situations. I'm situational artist - let's say from recent time.
I'm aware of the most of the things that happens around and what makes people happy - and I'm trying to make fun with that.  Selina's doggy style is my idea to make fun with most of the stuff that goes : 
Like for example not every man is well endowed.

Anal sex is painful if it's not done right.
Not every woman in world love that - different cultures and understandings.
Not every person likes futanary or chicks with dicks ...
Women are not creatures from other planet - they are intelligent , funny, loving and caring. 

I'm making fun on all those stereotypes that goes because of the information technologies - especialy internet.
We watch too much porn. We watch too much violence. We accepted it. We don't value our lives and culture.
We live in fear and we get used to it. We are not going to help a man who's laying down - but we will start making video of him with our cellphones, while he's dying. And we will post it on youtube to get our 10 seconds of "fame".
Because of the porn - our understanding about sex the past 20-25 years became twisted.

Guys - I was adult web designer. Let's say I've seen things. I've been doing projects for Lary Flynt productions , also for Playboy and big names - back in time though. Things have changed. The same way as the employers and payment .  There are young guys who believe on almost everything that goes on the internet.
 

Like people in some countries are saying "C'est la vie".

In short the flash I made is a parody. I have no intention to make people horny or to fap on this.
My primary goal is to make you smile. What I want is to entertain you. So come to my show on my patreon.

www.patreon.com/mavis
Cheers,

M>

So what ? It will take me like eternity to transfer all the stuff I have from old one to the new one. 
Still it has awesome stats on it.

Some of my recent gigs on patreon. Requested drawing from one of my patrons. 
The guys who want to support me can do that here: www.patreon.com/mavis
If you wish to know what's else is going on - please Like my FB page -:
https://www.facebook.com/mydirtydrawings/