I got message that really confused me. Some of you was concerned that I'm gonna put an end to myself.
I must say - I love the life too much. I'm devastated by loss of the site I spent a lot efforts into, but that won't be the reason to kill myself... Do not worry - /if you are worried / - I'm a fighter - I don't give up that easily - I'm just getting up and finding another solution. The solution in my case was to show it's stuff for free - that will show the people around that I'm not lazy - and I'm a hard worker.
Also if I should decide to kill myself I won't send a wide message to the world - I'm gonna do it and no one would ever find out or will care. However I'm not a suicider - and hopefully I will never be.
I have my tough moments who are more and more, but guys - check out Nepal - there are people out there living after devastating earthquacke. See the people in Japan - same. See the refugies from Siria and other countries who runs from being killed for real ! Who's better ? Me or they ?!
I'm drawing fucking porn - and those guys are starving - with lost limbs , nerves - with no clear idea about their future!
I may get 1000s of fans on patreon and start earning enough to live a decent life - and then would you be pitting me ?
I need not pity, Ladies and Gentlemen !
I may sound frustrated - and sorry if my previous post about mydirtydrawings sounded desperate.
In fact I was angry. I'm still walking tall and fuck- I wanna live - I gotta family who are counting on me.
I got two lovely kids, loving wife - and I'm too selfish to take away this life from me - because I need them - they are charging me - like a battery. My parents found out recently that I draw tits - and they decided to support me. My wife supports me and she's very criticle about my drawings.
How can I leave a life like this and quit so easily by killing myself ? Fight , fight - to the death - and I'm not be the one who will lose.
See you at picarto ! :-)